Eleven Thirty-six

Hello. You can call me whatever you want. But you should know, I'm not a writer. I just want to try something new. Try to pour out all of it through words. 

           

Wow. 2022. Been a long time I guess? The last time I wrote on this blog was in 2021. And now, it’s already February 2022. How are you people? Hope life treats you all better.

In some aspects of my life, I know I am getting better this year. But I know, there are more things I get to work on. Have you guys ever questioned yourself like this ‘Am I allow to feel this way? Or is it just my ego? Or am I really allow to feel this way?’ This whole time, I keep questioning. I think I am allow to feel this way, but either way I don’t think I am. I feel like I am selfish if I’m allow to feel that way. It sucks, huh?

I do want to meet a professional. But, I don’t think this is the right time. But hey, life must go on right? I don’t wanna try to be some ‘toxic positivity writer’ but yeah believe it or not I still want to look at the brighter side of life. 

Be safe out there. Guard your heart.