Grief

Hello. You can call me whatever you want. But you should know, I'm not a writer. I’m just trying to pour out all of it through words. 

           

Grief. Isn’t it different for everyone? To me, my biggest loss is—gradually and consciously—losing my self. Like now. I conclude that I can pour all this out when I am in pain. That’s why all of you already knew that most of my writings always come after midnight and before dawn. They say it’s the ‘peak’ hour. Of emptiness. Of discomposure. Of stillness. The time when expectations and reality become so close and all that separates them is the thinnest line that can only be recognized personally by those who experience it. Where for some of us, it is finally a new day but for some it has to be a new day.

And when the sun rises, thus provided new grace, new chances, even new choices. You get to choose, all over again.

xx

Be safe out there :)